afternoon.tea.for.two :)

3.23.2007

hitch !

lets make a toast ! shall we ?

.. to never lie , steal , cheat , or drink !

but if you must lie , lie in the arms of the one you love ..

if you must steal , steal away from the bad companies ,

if you must cheat , cheat DEATH .

and if you must drink , drink in the moments that take your breath away !

3:30 PM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.19.2007

tell me how to forgive ..

when a person you thought was a part of you ,

when a person you thought could be one of your not many bestfriends ,

when a person you thought is the best one to confide in ,

was happy because of hurting you ,

was happy because of betraying you .

tell me how to forget ,

tell me how to forgive ,

tell me how to let go ..

its bin too many moons .. but the pain remains the same . the anger stays the same . i guess he was right . the past , the present , the future .. all happens in the same timeline .

thats why they stay the same :

the pain , the hatred , the anger , the fury ..

12:59 AM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.15.2007

buat audiii :)

5 reasons why i blog

+ to keep track the journal of my life . kadang lucu ajah .. klo baca blog gw sendiri jadi bisa ingetinget lagi what has happened yesterday .. how i reacted how people reacted . the drama . you noe , that kind of stuff .

+ because i bloody can :)

+ its FUN FUN FUN . dari serunya nyari blogskin . editedit . reply tagboard . checking all the comments . posting . blogwalking . beautiful writings . kasi comment ke orang . im loven it .

+ its fast . easy . and free . haha . klo lagi ada problems .. gk perlu susahsusah deh yaa telvon anakanak .. or sms or sibuk nyarinyari sanasini only to find someone to talk to . dan menurut gw , lebih nancep ajah klo cerita lewat blog . lebih detail and you can type any shit you like .

+ kadang gw suka ngerasa norak juga sih . karna sebenernya kalo mau maen jurnaljurnal-an , bisa kan ditulis di diary HELLOKITTY yang kertasnya wanggiwangiiii dan ada gemboknya :) kenapa semua orang , termasuk gw , mesti blabbing public life mereka dsini ? well i guess buat gw .. its because ,

I WANT MY 5-MINUTES-OF-FAME !!!

11:56 PM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.14.2007

as today .. i noe im living for tommorow :)

i knoe that we are
in fact in no problem
and are absolutely fine
and arent we glad were in sunshine ?

we are fine .

kisskiss xx

9:51 PM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.13.2007

skinny models and the other sides ..

SKINNY MODELS ARE BANNED FROM CATWALK IN ITALY , MADRID AND MILAN

gw baru dapet email dari temen , kabarnya sekarang banyak banged skinny models yang going to lose their jobs because now in Spain , Italy and Milan they implented the law not to allow skinny models to work !

oh well . me personally understand that they want to project a new image of beauty and health from models .. rather than a "waif-like" , or "heroin chic look" . fashion is a mirror and many teenagers immitate what they see on the catwalk . yes , it is true . but what about the models who jst born to be skinny and will NEVER put on weight though they eat like a pig ? please , being skinny is not necessary unhealthy .

buat example , ada temen gw namanya JULIA . damn shes sooo skinny . and hell i do really noe her eating habits .. well i guess everyone noes :) she eats like a pig . no . she eats like a HORSE . she eats like once in every 4 hours , 5 max . and yet , she doesnt even put an ounce ! you noe , some people are jst born to be very skinny . when she bends over , are you gonna see her rib cage ? YES . but shes thin naturally . and theres a big difference between being naturally thin .. and skeletal .

being truly anorexic is a visible condition . women who are naturally thin , DO NOT HAVE gray skin , thinning hair , and bag-of-bones look of someones whos starving herself to death . theres really no way to hide when someones unhealthy on the runway .

it really is a pity .. some models must depend on this money . maybe they are the only one in the family whos making money ? maybe they are single parents who extremely need this money to support their children ?

i think they really really have to check the skinny models very careful .. for those who are UNHEALTHY skinny , i agree with this law .. but for those who are very healthy , why we have to call skinny models the bad models when they work as hard as anyone else ?

and while everyones pointing finger at everyone else , why not ban modelling agencies from sending anorexic models to designers ? why not ban designers for making sample sizes that require starvation ? why not ban dance companies from putting so much pressure on their dancers that their throats snap shut at the mere smell of food ?

theres one thing that perfectly clear to me :
we really have NO IDEA what constitute a real healthy body . both heavy and thin women can be physically fit and in good health .

xx

2:03 AM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.09.2007

aneh..

berani menghina

berani mencaci

berani memaki

waktu ditanya buktinya...

diam .

kasihan :)

12:57 AM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.08.2007

my babygirl BONITA <3

TA - DAAAA !!

my babyGirl bonita arrived home this morning .. isnt she loveelllyyy ?

oh my i jst cnt get enuf of her ! im planning to give her a sister so she wont be lonely anymore .. and maybe gona shop a bit for her dresses and shoes and bags and hairclips and BIKINIS !! its SUMMER TIME and jezzuz its fuken hot in perth !! anyone wants to donate ? i promise ill kiss you here ill kiss you there xx

and yes , shes the reason why i suffer financially ..

but shes jst really worth it :)

love her to bits <3>

1:07 AM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .

3.05.2007

fugly cheap kinky gold-digger bitch whore with no soul

ketika sesuatu yang buruk yang kamu baca di koran , tonton di tv , dengar di radio , perbincangan dengan teman .. terjadi pada orang lain , hal itu seperti sebuah soap opera yang terjadi di kehidupan nyata .

tapi ketika kejadian itu mendekati kamu , kamu seperti kehilangan satu detak jantung dan melorot ke bumi tanpa pijakan .

**********

kemarin ada temen gw Z cerita kalo cowok nya , Q , ngaku kalo ternyata selama 5 last months ini dia selingkuh sama cewek lain . nah lho . kaget banged bo gw . well emang sih , mereka bukan pasangan yang complete each others sentences , yang selalu lovey dovey , yang kemana mana berdua terus kae ulet bulu . malah , attitude and behaviour Q selama ini ke Z emang bisa dibilang jahat . jahant banget . malah Q kaenya udah biasa banget mukul / dorong / tampar / Z di depan gw . tapi .. Z itu sumpah mati sayaaang banget sama Q .. dia rela ngasi semuanya buat Q , rela disakitin physically and emotionally , dan tetep ada disana buat Q for over these 3 years .

dan sekarang masalahnya bukan lagi soal affair nya Q and .. oh whats her name again ?

fugly cheap kinky gold-digger bitch whore with no soul .

oh yeah , thats right . thats her name .

iyah jadi sekarang masalahnya , nyokapnya si kinkywhore ngancem Q buat ksi tau bokap nya Q klo they two already had sex hence Q took away kinkywhores virginity . and she wants Q to marry her kinkywhore daughter . engaged , at least . since mereka masih muda banged .

oh well . mungkin banyak yang bilang cowok itu bangsat brengsek munafik etc etc .. but i think i noe Q enuf to noe that hes jst .. not that kind of guy , you noe ?

dan gw emang denger sendiri dari kinkywhore , dia ngaku klo shes the one yang gak mau break off their affair for hell so many times .. dan dia juga ngaku klo dia emang yang ngejer ngejer Q . FYI : pardon moi , kinkywhore bisa dibilang bukan termasuk keluarga yang cukup . and Q is .. hella rich . so yeah you do the math .

ok , well maybe kinkywhore memang .. lets say , tergilagila sama Q . fine, so be it . but i think , deep deep deep inside kinkywhores black heart .. ada kepikiran soal kekayaan Q .

dan TA-DAA .. setelah itu nyokapnya kinkywhore telvon nyokapnya Q buat ngomongin masalah ini . pertamatama dia nuntut supaya Q mau married with kinkywhore .. and one thing led to another .. akhirannya dia minta uang .

and then kinkwhores family started to kirim kirim sms ke Qs family and himself and Z yang isinya teror dan ngancem ngancem mau bunuh Qs family .. klo mereka gak dikasi uang .

SICK . sick sick sick sick .

and guess what Z did ?

Z hugged Q so tight and comforted him and was telling him over and over again that things are gonna be okay eventually . Z bilang dia masih ada disana buat Q and shes gonna help Q to go through with it together .

it jst amazes me .. how she jst .. doesnt love him any less .

*sigh* cinta itu .. extremely powerful ya ?

3:15 PM
sometimes funny . sometimes quirky . always honest .